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Paul
was set upon by a mob, then dragged from their hands by police.
Falsely charged, he spent ca. 2 years in Jewish prisons, and was
then sent to Rome to appear before Caesar. His traveling days
ended, and threatened with death by savage beasts (2 Tim. 4: 17),
we could understand his being depressed and feeling "all is
lost." Instead, he wrote to the Philippians, "the things
which happened unto me have fallen out rather unto the furtherance
of the gospel" (1:12-21). He could write, "I
rejoice!"
Discounting
his personal discomforts, he saw the good side of the bad — saw
victory in defeat. I know his selflessness, his trust in the Lord,
is the key. "For me to live is Christ, and to die is
gain." Paul had to learn this attitude; but I am
impressed that he learned it so well it seems to have become a
part of him. He "learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith
to be content" (4:11); and this kind of thinking spawned hope
instead of despair. Throw mud at Paul and he made bricks of it,
and built a house. Send him lemons, and he would enjoy the
lemonade, and thank you for them. It is hard to defeat a person
with such an attitude as that.
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We
do not refer to an artificial Pollyannaish attitude, out of touch
with reality. Paul sought relief from his "thorn in the
flesh" (2 Cor. 12:8) but when this was denied him he could
"glory in my infirmities" making the most of them in
defending his apostleship (vs. 7-11). He did not enjoy being
forsaken by his brethren any more than do we, but he could
"pray God that it may not be laid to their charge" (2
Tim. 4:16-17). He was confident that the Lord would save him.
Nor
is this simply the SELF reliance, "indomitable ego" that
is so highly recommended by psychotherapists. Human philosophies
"plug in" to no higher source than man himself, and when
society fails (as it does repeatedly) the individual despairs
sometimes ends it all in suicide. But the "look up"
attitude of a true believer in God removes fear of the future, his
soul is anchored (Heb. 6: 18-20), and he "shall not be
moved." As one rancher friend of mine put it: "Things
are going to pick up!"
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